Nothing in life is worth this amount of negative feeling
I’m sorry. I don’t know what’s happening to me.
It was beginning to subdue to mere momentary flashes. Every Sunday, either at 3 pm or 3 am. There would be a spontaneous explosion of loud, unwanted thoughts- like fireworks, and they’d usually ends up as tears. An hour or so of hiding in a corner, of shaking all over, and then it’d be over. After that would be six days of relative calm. Six-day-gap before it’s Sunday again.
It’s crazy to know the schedule of your crazy, but it was predictable. It was tolerable. Now I think my crazy forgot to check the calendar.
It’s Monday already. I have it with me, until now. My leg is furiously shaking as I try to vomit to this space what my whole being won’t let go of. It’s suffocating. There’s a tiny black hole consuming me mercilessly and I can’t stop getting sucked…
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